I've been thinking lately... About everything pretty much. From relationships and hard times to what's in the fridge because I'm bloody hungry. My mind won't stick in one spot nowadays. Getting dragged into problems by friends who push away right after I attempt to help. Getting doubt in relationships I'm in. Thinking about what I can do to make something better even though I know there's nothing I can REALLY do. But I attempt anyways because I think certain people deserve to smile. Even when everything seems to be crashing down to them. We all have those times in our life, but it's the strong that don't let it get to them. Sometimes I wonder if I am actually strong or if I'm just scared. I guess I'll never find out. I have a promise and I don't intend on breaking it until the person and I don't speak anymore. All I can do is give a weak smile and a heavy heart and tread through life, getting ready for everything that may come at me.
And anyone that doesn't believe in all this optimism, I have a few words for you...
Stop being a pessimist for once and try to smile. It's the freaking holidays. And no, I'm not saying just be happy during the holidays, be freaking optimistic year round 'stead of all the emotastic crap shiz... I think I do enough of that in a week for everyone for a whole year.
Remember, everything is as bad as you think it is, so make it what you deserve, fantastic.

~Happy Holiday Wishes to yous,
Dani/NaNa-Chan